My name is Madi && I am 24 years old Star Wars Obsessed, Fitness Enthusiast. With the help of Heavy Lifting, Cardio and Keto (<3!); I am on my way to saying I've lost 85lbs and gained a whole bunch of courage and self worth along the way. Currently I am 43 lbs away from my UGW.
Currently in active recovery from Diagnosed Bulimia (& Binge Eating), And this is my blog to keep me on track.
8971) I’m covered in tears. I can’t stop shaking and I’ve never felt more terrible in my entire life. I’m currently at my heighest weight and there’s nothing worse than seeing my body parts that were once thinner. This is hell.
Left my house at 5am in hopes to catch the 11am ferry home 🚢 but by 11 I had only gotten 1/4 of the way and spent the rest of my time in a huge traffic jam/line up. ❄️ winter roads gosh darn, so many tractor trailers in the ditch and jackknifed. I have run off into the bush basically a gazillion times 💦💧 #sorrynotsorry #getmehome #gallon #snow #iwantarealwashroom #youfeelme #trafficjam #fit #fitness #weightloss #h2o #gallongrind
Cutting my hair was one of the best decisions I’ve ever made. Do I miss my long hair? Of course. Long hair is always associated with beauty, innocence vitality and youth. But I would look at girls with short hair and admire their courage. I was so tired of people always seeing my hair and not really seeing me. I was tired of hiding behind it constantly. Of it being my main defining feature. To me this took hella balls and I am so proud. Instead of looking at others to inspiration and courage if can look at myself. If your thinking about doing it. Do it. It’s only hair it will grow back and it’s so empowering.